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grandma :( I went to see my new grandson less than an hour after I got the call that he'd arrived, I was working and nearly done, and the hospital is close. unfortunately, my ex wife was also there soon after me. I have not seen the ex since my 's wedding, nearly 3 years ago, and that was too soon for me to see her again. we were cordial enough at both events, so I have no reason to not like seeing her, other than our (far, far) past. we have been exes for 20 years this year. she is in fact remarried to another addict'/alcoholic and we do not socially connect very much at all. still. it is very hurtful to see her. it is even hurtful if I hear about her. I would rather not have to deal with her at all. I forgive all the wrongs she did to me in my heart, and I have thought about the wrongs I've done to her (much less) and confessed them to jesus long ago, and hope I have learned from the experience. we had 3 beautiful together and I feel no ill will towards her at all. STILL, she makes my skin crawl to deal with her at all. 
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they are both the same character flaw, I also struggle with both 
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i don't drink anymore. i think i drank to fit in and be cool 
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why are you reading my old posts? there must be better reading somewhere
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no it is allowed, it is just not useful
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i saw my grandson last night, and NO ex
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