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lonliness (re-blog) lonliness Jan 29, 2006 10:22 6:35 pm 276 Views i know that i am never alone now that i am in christ...but sometimes it still gets unbearable. i wish church lasted all day and night. this was the first paragraph of my first blog post ever. i thought on it as i was preparing for church tonite. i had considered not going tonite...i have never missed a wednesday since i began going to church last september, and i have only missed sundays when i had to work, and hated it even then.so many, many things have changed in my life, but i guess that i am still this lonely. starting next week tuesday, i will be taking ministry classes on tuesdays. i think now that i have become kind of attached to my 'other' church which meets saturday nites.that means that mondays, thursdays, and fridays are the only days that i won't be in church. and pastor eric is considering friday nites for letting me run an open christian mic at our church. that will leave only mondays and thursdays.i best be more careful what i wish for.ummm...i wish that i had a good christian wife. when i read this now, it is like somebody else's life. it has only been 7 years, but it feels like 30. the church i am talking about here closed in a scandal the next year. i ran the friday night open mic until then. i also married a 'christian' i met in a chat room here. and i wish i did not wish for her 
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this post is from a few years before my last marriage, and my kids all moved out. i am lonelier now. but i am happier 
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