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Jacqui1000 61F
141 posts
10/21/2012 6:24 am
Beauty from Pain

"New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings."
-- Lao Tzu

A decade ago, my 15-year marriage ended under the worst possible circumstances. However, it was the making of me.

Sometimes the things we hold onto the hardest are the very things God is trying to save us from. In our despair and desperation, we don't see God in the details, as He tempers us for something altogether better.

In Maya Angelou's book, "Wouldn't Take Nothing For My Journey Now," she talks about the end of her grandmother's marriage. She describes how her grandmother stepped out on the word of God, saying, "I looked up the road I was going, and back the way I came. I didn't like what I saw, so I cut me a new path."

It is possible to derive beauty from pain. It happens every day, in miraculous ways, and in small ways. Hold on and believe a better dawn is following your darkest night.



"If the doctor told me I had six minutes to live, I'd type a little faster." — Isaac Asimov


Jacqui1000 61F

10/21/2012 12:17 pm

That's beautiful, Peace. If we don't experience the "meantime," (as it's called by Iyanla Vanzant) or the valley, how can we truly appreciate the mountain top?

Where I got the title from and what the quote reminded me of is a song by Superchick, "Beauty From Pain," that got me through some pretty dark times in my life prior to my spinal surgery, living with chronic severe pain.

The lights go out all around me
One last candle to keep out the night
And then the darkness surrounds me
I know I'm alive
But I feel like I died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grow colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain

Here I am at the end of me
Trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope
This night's been so long
I cling to your promise
There will be a dawn

After all this has passed
I still will remain
After I've cried my last
There'll be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today
Someday I'll hope again
And there'll be beauty from pain
You will bring beauty from my pain


"If the doctor told me I had six minutes to live, I'd type a little faster." — Isaac Asimov