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Heavy Heart I had posted a poem recently. The title of the blog was Restless Heart. I had also posted two post that I deleted. My heart is so heavy right now. I don't want to come across as a sap.  I just sometimes think I am going in the wrong direction in certain areas of my life. It is hard being a single mom. Especially with my boys. I see that the boys need a male role model in their life. They have my dad but he can't be there all the time. I am rolling my eyes because tonight I said that I don't have a man in my life and one of my friends said yes you do you have Jesus. I said true, but I don't necessarily need a husband as much as a man who can be a Godly influence on my . He can just be a friend that gets involved with them, but that is hard to find. Okay so I am venting! I am pouring probably too much of my heart here! When I came on this site it was because a friend had met a man on here that she married. He is a Godly man and she and another friend were trying to encourage me to get on this site and others. They mean well. It just seems that I am not the body type for most men and those that do admire me for my brains  live too far away!Okay deep sigh!! Letting it all out!! I just am going to keep on trusting God. So, if I don't blog as much or "search" the profiles as much, it is because I am trying to be content with what God has placed in my life! Maybe the man I need to have in my life will get a job in my area!!  I love you all and I hope that you understand this blog was really just for me to release and as a prayer to God. He knows my heart and my thoughts!! Hallelujah!! ~Katrina "God has called us to be fishers of men not keepers of the aquarium.  ~Katrina |
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2/24/2008 8:18 pm |
Katrina - Hi I am new here - just joined today in fact - and this was one of the first blogs that I read - and WOW - I think that you just took the words right out of my mouth. I have been a single mother of 2 - 1 girl 1 boy for 11 years. I have prayed for all of those 11 years for a "father" for my children - But you know - God has answered that prayer but just not in the manner that I was looking for- as there has been many different men put in place in our lives to give my children what was needed at the time AND the Ultimate Father for us all is just a prayer away. PS: I don't know the ages of your boys - but one of the best things that I did was to get my son involved in a good Boy Scout troop - Lot's of positive male interaction and doing all the guy stuff that I wasn't good at
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2/25/2008 9:23 am |
You can butt in anytime!! I take your advice to heart! ~Katrina "God has called us to be fishers of men not keepers of the aquarium. ~Katrina
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2/26/2008 9:36 am |
Katrina - when I feel the way you are expressing that you feel today, I read passages like Psalms 34 or 121, etc. I hear your heart on this and can so relate. Hang in there - and know that I'm praying for you tonight! Thanks for praying for me too. "God has called us to be fishers of men not keepers of the aquarium. ~Katrina
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