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what a day wow what a day , i feel like ive been on a rollar coaster of emotions from one extreme to the other and now im wrung out dont get me wrong im really really happy, but for some reason today all these other emotions hit me out of no where like a frieght train lol i shuld have known to stay in bed for the day and pull the covers over my head, you see it was my birthday and birthdays are always hard, i mean to start off with you have to accept the fact you are now another year older (and no counting backwards doesnt actually work after you hit 21- trust me i tried it haha)then there are all the txts and emails wishing you happy birthday which for some reason the last couple of years have all successfully made me cry, not quite sure why perhaps cause the one person i want to hear say happy birthday to me passed away a little over 12 months ago and nothing has been quite the same since. then you add in the normal pressures of any given monday !! and yr bound to have an interesting ride, let alone add in a custody battle which just happens to need your attention today of all days, and a talk to write for the youth group tomorrow night and i guess now im beginning to see why i feel so exhausetd oh well tomorrow is another day, the sun will still rise and ill still be 28 and life will go on one step at a time , i think i had better stop trying to eat my elephant all at once and take it one bite at a time , might make things more managable. sorry for the scatterbrained ness of this post, but hey its good to express your caos, God can make wonderful things out of big black voids of nothing |
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will add you to my prayer list, cheers May the Lord bless you and keep you
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Circumstances ARE subject to change.... (-: That is why we must focus on HIM, rather than our selves and our circumstances. Sorrow may last for the night, but JOY comes in the morning! Wishing you Joy - and Peace! Beth
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